JIALIZ

A new month has arrived quietly ,looking back to the passing days , nothing had happened to me , not to mention any changes to  my life– going on as usual ! yet ,as far as i know ,something has happened to my classmates ,and they will get started with  a new point ,which is quite different from mine.

I really happy to hear their good news ! while ,on the other hand ,i became more worried  about  myself .where should i go ? where is my destination?  i  have asked myself for several  times . now i have to make a final decision .

I can not stop myself  worrying about the  potential losses in the future .I care about whether my decisions at present are worth for what i really gain in the future.life is so complicated that it never tells you what is going to happen until it happened ,and i can never measure the gain and loss until i get the point of no return.

So ,i just follow the very bottom of my heart ,what is the most thing i want ? money? house? high positions? no ,those things are meaningless to me. what i really want is ,love ! a family ! yes, i want to share every happy and unhappy moment with the person i loved ,rather than enjoy a huge success alone! I can do nothing but try my best to take the chances that might lead me to be with you .come on girl ! you will achieve that goal in the very near future ! just be optimism and confidence, do not give up and depressive .every thing will be ok !