I understand why i love gray colour , since nine out of ten of my emotion are gray ,i can not find a reason to make myself happy ,i have persists so long ,i did not give up my pity “dream” ,yet ,i still lost the chance , there is no tears in my eyes ,i am totally indifferent ,i became a wooden person ,having no mood ,except gray.
Where is my destination? where is my land? am i bound to be alone forever?
Help me ,please help me ,i have been so sincere ,why are you so cold to me ?

